Crushed but Not Destroyed

“The greatest evil is physical pain.” Saint Augustine

“Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.” 1 Peter 5:7 (NIV)

The first night home from the hospital was brutal; most of it was spent in tears mixed with screams and groans. My spine literally felt like the main attraction at a monster truck rally. At points it would feel like two trucks were playing tug-of-war with my vertebrae while someone was heating my lumbar section with a plasma torch. monster truch tug of war
The grand finally came when “Grave Digger” came off a jump landing directly on my spine. At that point, I wish I lost consciousness, but instead, I was awoken screaming in agony.

I am trusting God to get me through this day, even though my pain continually gets worse each passing moment! Spinal Scar
My goal is to keep praise and thanksgiving on my mind and lips. Even in my anxiousness and nervousness, I am choosing to rest in His presence. I am praising Him for the healing taking place in my body and I believe my pain is just part of that plan.

I am going to let God literally guide each step I take today, which shouldn’t be too hard since I am using a walker! Me with walker
I will trust and depend upon the Lord for everything I need and when I find myself feeling self-pity or worrying something is wrong, I will lean upon the Lord even more.

If we are constantly praising the Lord, there is no time left to doubt or worry His plan doesn’t include giving us a bright hope and future filled with blessings!

My prayer is God would strengthen me both physically and spiritually so that when I am on the other side looking back, I can say God supplied all my needs and that only He deserves all the honor, praise and glory!
hands held high

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6 thoughts on “Crushed but Not Destroyed

  1. Continuing to pray your healing is speedy and complete!

  2. Lori Hatcher says:

    Praying for you today, Jeff.

    Lori

  3. Keith A says:

    Hey JD it’s good to see you up and home! You look good too man, like you’re several pounds less since I saw you last. Keep us posted buddy!

    Thanks,

    Keith A.

    Sent from my iPhone

    • Jeff Davis says:

      Thanks for checking in bro. Can you give me a timeline of when your pain began to subside after our fusion surgery? Thanks & God Bless! JD

  4. Joyce Pool says:

    Jeff,
    Excellent word. I’m sorry you are experiencing so much pain.
    Please know that I continue to pray for your complete healing.
    Joyce

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