The spirit of faith is in our words and when we have nothing left to hold onto, it is our faith that we cling to… We got some bad news tonight about our little Sydney and some breathing complications she continues to have. Shortly after her 5pm feeding, our little princess had another breathing episode which required stimulation and now she might have to spend another week in NICU. We have to wait until the morning for the doctors to look over the numbers and tell us what they will recommend. Initially a spirit of anxiousness came over me, but the more I looked at how far the Lord has brought us, the more I knew He will not forsake us now. We are praying for wisdom and discernment and that there be no doubt about the decision the doctors will make. Even with this disappointing news, I choose to praise God for where He has brought us. It’s a tough place to be because we want her to come home as soon as possible, but not before she is ready. If I didn’t have complete faith in God and His plans for my entire family, I know this news would be so much harder to handle.
In spite of this difficult news, I am choosing to offer my sacrifice of praise with thanksgiving. When we chose to praise instead of complain, we open the door for God to amazing things. I know beyond a shadow of doubt that God is working for my good and for the good of my family.
If I’ve learned one thing during this chapter of my life, it is that we should always find a reason to give thanks because there is always a reason, regardless of what we are walking through. Going into the hospital 7 times a day for 2 weeks, I have seen a lot of very sad things, as well as some very disturbing things. Without God in their life and working in their midst, I have no idea how they are making it. I’ve also come to realize that someone always has it worse than we do, so at the least, this is something we can be thankful for. I love the saying: Complain and you’ll remain, but Praise and you’ll be raised. Complaining gets us nowhere fast, but our faith in God assures we will arrive where and when He wants us to get there. I am trusting God with whatever the doctors are going to say in the morning and I am believing in Him for the complete restoration of Sydney’s lungs. I am praying that Sydney will be filled with His Spirit at an early age and that she will know as soon as she can that the Lord is the reason she is alive. It’s pretty cool when you think about it, getting to know and meet the person who saved your life. Keep us in your prayers and hopefully very soon, we will have some great news to report!